＊What should I do?

I applied for one company to join the internship during this summer.
However, I couldn’t pass because the company I applied is very famous and popular among university student.
I thought I will apply for other companies again, however, I also thought I can do other things instead of internship.
I’ve told you before that I’m interested in English for kids and want to lean English from (American or the other countries) kids.

As you know, kids say “Yummy” instead of “Delicious”, like that.

Now, I’m thinking that I want to take care of kids as their baby sitter or something and learn practical English from them. I’ve heard that it is possible to do like that as volunteering.( If I want to “work” as baby sitter, I need a certificate of it. )

I want to join some internship to lean about “company” and “what the real working is”.
However, if I have a chance to do some volunteering like I said, I prefer to it than internship. It would be a good study for me, if I want to get a job which is concerned with “English for kids”. That is why I want to prefer to volunteer that internship.

But,,,,first, I have to look for some family that I can do some volunteering there. It is not so easy of course. Ummmm, or,,,,,is it better to join the internship?

I’m worrying that what I should do this summer…x(